Bigger than life, some things feel more than this shell I reside in.
Saw the Bad Brains at the black cinder block box of City Gardens, in the audience I felt a bit intimidated. and disConnected. A white suburban Ohio kid. I was amazed by the depth of power embedded in the music. I still think "incredible" while I listen to them. The power in the music moved me past thinking, I was in-vibe-ed. I stood at the edge of a turmoiling boiling skanking pit, and stared wide eared. I needed that music, to motivate me, a courage of not belonging. Now so many years later, nourished and enriched by my youth, I try to not deny my adolescence, but to rekindle it. To now understand what that power was that I felt. To use it in a purposefully way, not like a missonary, I've got no gospel to spread.
its For my Id. that's it, ...enough of the bombastic seminar.
a bit of early work today, a lot of coffee, a nice ride and a good beer.