I'm looking for my drive, in photography, I understand the tech, what's to learn there
I feel I have a grasp on that. But what I lack, that drive, the need to shoot a picture, to tell a story.
Maybe that's a flaw in me, something I lack, but I don't want to shoot editorially,
I want to shoot, Themed, shots that go together, that open and expose, a number of prints, that stand together.
I don't know where to look for it, but that does not stop me from moving forward
and if I never discover it, oh well, maybe its the journey for me, that's what I get
and Beer? I never thought years ago, that it would be more than Bud, Bush, Stroh's, I never thought that so many people would be brewing, so many good beers,.... and beer is cheap.
and I am enjoying so many, different, convenient, and for me its hard to deny myself of this pleasure. and Why should I?
bike riding, some think its hard work, slogging up a hill, a slow brutal challenge.
or putting on layers, heading out the door into 29 degrees, to ride for 3hrs.
hanging on for dear life, in a break, and you know your pull is next, and that you still have 12 laps to go.
That's not suffering, its a blessing, to find something that you'll give your soul to.
sometimes I don't put much effort into this, anymore than just writing.
I ride my own line, and write the same way.
Yann Tiersen: "Fuck me"