disortion-ation pedal

I told George, on Thursday night, as we chatted before the Y Niwl/Gruff Rhys show, "I wonder what I'll remember, sitting down Sunday night?"

to be truthful, Its a challenge to type and think correctly, at this moment.

a great show, thanks preformers

There is a zone some of us seek, especially cross racers, this distacted from reality, stare, hold it togerther, plow on.

Mine, not by all choice; ...work, music, lack of sleep, more work, tough race, brew pub, nap, walk, another brew pub, sleep, race, home, brew pub. 

a stroll in Bloomsberg

a beer or two in Berwick

a nap to the, rare light of the sun this spring, in my racers crushed 31st placed hotel room

and as I drove home tonight, after a real nice night at the pub with Mr. Hamm

,...?

I thunk

and a single thought, stronger than all the others.

came into my mind

it was the moment during work Friday, shooting at a daycare, where I was standing holding a light, and somehow a four year old had latched on to my finger.

Holding it contently.

I look down at the wee little one

holding on

he is

Happy and content.

so thats how I leave it, thanks little one.

I sometimes am a giant,

detached

with only my needs in mind

my epic-ness,

and somehow

you

with your small little hand

made me feel

human

just holding on

whatever

cheers

d. 

a fog hanging in the valley, Bloomsburg